Morning was quite a rush, or not. Waited for 966 at opp bp cc bus stop and reached the office at 7.45am, not bad a record huh? And today I received a new directive, all personnel reporting to RSAF camps to wear either beret or jockey cap or else will be booked by the rp.
Sadded. T.T
Entire day at office was quite relaxed. Documenting of MCs and filing them into their respective "homes", chit-chat with my friends at the office. Gossipped a bit here and there about SAF stuff (stuff kids shouldnt hear, so I'm not telling anyone. =D)
Went for breakfast and found that I didnt bring money. T.T Ended up have to borrow from my friend! He's quite the understanding type! (Y)
Went back home and as usual, bus was packed, people still brainless, dont want to move into the rear of the bus, as usual. Idiots, I shall say them. Still dont think for others, only think for themselves. Idiots...
Went back home, mom worked till 10pm, dad working till next day morning. So I cooked dinner myself. Campbell's clam chowder and Maggie mee. no mood to cook really delicious food.
Why?
In the office, a lot of people started showing me their photos of themselves with their girlfriends. On facebook, some people changed their display pic showing themselves with their girlfriends or them with some random girl. Not say some, but quite a lot that I knew.
I feel kinda sad.
No girl wants me.
My country doesnt need me.
I dont really feel as though I belonged here.
Coz I dont.
I tried to... make myself feel needed here... wanted to.. make myself belonged to this part of the community... but still fail. I wish.............
Just like that song..
I dont belong here, we've gotta move on here, and escape from this afterlife..
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